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In need of mental jumping jacks?

I've been so restless these past three days. Not necessarily body restless, but mind restless. Gah! It's rather infuriating. I can barely stand to do one thing for longer than five minutes. Am I subconsciously avoiding something?

About three days ago I had an amazing writing day -- amazing for me lately anyway. It felt like a huge chunk of that mental block in my head broke loose, almost like a piece of myself that's been missing for fifteen months or so came back to me. I was elated, which consequently seems to have brought back my insomnia. It left me this summer while I was sick all those weeks. Anyhow, if that means I'm able to write I'll take it, but if not... Grr.

My point is since this amazing writing day I'm completely restless. Again, let me reiterate, mentally restless. I'm grabbing things to read, but quit after a page or so, and it isn't because it's not interesting. I just feel like something better is waiting for me. That's the best I can describe it, but it's happening with everything I try to do. My feet are tapping like crazy as I write this entry. If this is a sign for me to do something I'm not I wish it would be more helpful as to exactly what it is I'm supposed to do. I'd gladly comply however such as it is I can't.

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Thanks Cleverblue!. I'll go check it out!
I know the feeling. :)

By the way, thanks for the rain. It actually rained the day after I asked you to send some my way. No joke. XD
By the way, thanks for the rain. It actually rained the day after I asked you to send some my way. No joke. XD

That's funny! :D
Oh yeah and I also asked for rain for the rest of the week and I got it. It is quite funny. :)
Today is gloomy and rainy here. Apparently we had enough to send to you and still keep some ourselves. I don't know if I'm happy about still having it. Gloomy days make it harder to get out of bed. :)
"Gloomy days make it harder to get out of bed. :)"

You can say that again.
Gloomy days make it harder to get out of bed. ;D
Oh you're funny... smartass. :P ;)
lol