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Yawn! Where did the joy go?

Wow am I tired today. Maybe it's because I didn't have my peanut butter on wheat toast this morning. I didn't have my tea either. It's only ten thirty at night, and I'm seriously ready for bed. *yawn* :/

Today I saw someone on TV painting. I suddenly felt really sad. I haven't drawn or painted in sooo long. Of course I've had the mother of all writing funks for a very long time now too. I sit down and try to but the joy is gone. I feel it waiting. I get excited, but I can't bring what I need to the surface. Anyway, I realized today that I stopped doing a lot of things I enjoy, or stopped enjoying things I do. lol Both I think. Why? I think I just forgot what it's like. Not one picture have I even doodled, not even one small one-shot piece of writing written. I need to find that again.

No pics today. I totally forgot about them. :( OOps! I'll post them next couple of journal entries.

If this entry makes little to no sense I blame it on my tiredness. :)

Comments

Well I'm curious, that's for sure. I won't know until I try selling if I can handle the stress or not...it's so hard to judge my capability now because my physical tolerance to stress is absurdly low. (It was never high but physically speaking it used to be about normal, I think.)

Still, writing articles and blogging doesn't sound very difficult :)

I have blah days where I just feel crappy even if it's a good day...I think everyone does. It's the frequency and severity of those days that says whether you've got a serious problem or not, I'd think. :)
I have blah days where I just feel crappy even if it's a good day...I think everyone does. It's the frequency and severity of those days that says whether you've got a serious problem or not, I'd think. :)

I think so too. And I think being aware of it doesn't make it as bad either.

I'll email you with my find about the marketing. :)